March 2012
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Waking up bright and early again tomorrow.
“Waking up” probably isn’t even the right phrase since it requires sleep in the first place. Anyway, I’m going to go meet with the woman who is going to be my new psychiatrist from now on. Hopefully she will be easier to talk to than the one I had to meet with today. She just didn’t listen at all.
February 2012
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Anonymous asked: I love your way of thinking.
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Anonymous asked: You can be really mean to people who are only ignorant :/ You should be kinder.
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Anonymous asked: How often do you go to therapy?
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The pdoc told me that I can take half of the 25 mg Zoloft for a week and then get off it completely. And I’m going to start increasing my Lamictal dosage by half a pill each week until I’m at 100 mg. So, even though this doctor was rather odd and didn’t really listen to me, I got what I wanted in terms of my medications.
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“I think I still have rain somewhere in my heart.”
– Kelwyn Sole, Near Brandvlei
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I feel badly that my parents have to pay for my therapy appointments. My psychiatrist appointments. My medications. My health insurance. It’s not worth it to have such a crazy daughter. Broken. Damaged. Useless.
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Anonymous asked: are you insecure?
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I should probably be more concerned about the fact that I’m behind in school, but instead I’m worried about not having tended to my Sims lately.
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Anonymous asked: I actually didn't notice you watermarked your gifs until now. So discreet. It's perfect.
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The good thing about having two psychiatrist appointments this week (one tomorrow just to meet with a doctor from my old mental health center and have her send out my records, etc. and one on Thursday with my new psychiatrist) is that I will have two chances to talk about what’s been going on. My main goal is to get something new for my anxiety and to get the “ok” to stop taking...
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Anonymous asked: I just wanted to let you know that out of every person who makes black and white GIFs, you're my favorite. And also , I HATE watermarks unless you do them. I like how you make yours look nice and discreet, not tacky and in like freakin red and huge in the middle of the GIF. C:
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Anonymous asked: How did you start cutting?
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Anonymous asked: Does your therapist know about your cutting?
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I have to be ready to leave my house by 8:30 AM tomorrow to go to my psychiatrist appointment. Lately I haven’t been able to get to sleep until 7 AM. Which is when I will have to get up. No sleep for me tonight. But being exhausted isn’t really unfamiliar to me.
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Me: He was the first guy who didn't think I was weird.
Therapist: Okay. I'm just going to challenge what you said. We never really know what other people think of us unless they tell us, right? So you don't know that every other guy thinks you're crazy.
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“I am all my flaws, mistakes, heartbreaks and failures. Do you love me still?”
– Tyler Knott Gregson, Daily Haiku on Love
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Anonymous asked: how do you get into online schoool?
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Anonymous asked: so have you never been to school before?
